Defending My Opinion (And my age??)
Reblogged from Miss Mental Health's Rant Space: If you think I don’t understand that some people CAN’T work – you’re wrong. If you think I don’t understand that it’s a blessing I can STILL work –...
View Articleme and 3 old suicide notes
these are three short notes i wrote during one suicide attempt. they are not graphic and not especially morbid, so there is no ‘beware!’ tag on them. they are kind of sad for me to read though – if...
View Article12 days on viibryd
since he knew i liked to write, my psychiatrist asked me to keep a journal of my experience on viibyrd. please remember that this was just how i handled it. i have talked with more than a few people...
View Articleme and november 18. 2013
9:43 a.m. i am weighed and my temperature and blood pressure are examined. i take a seat on the other side of the desk and she goes through the questions. sometimes you have to be careful how you...
View Articleme and december 13. 2013 – fuck you, imipramine
side effects. stupid bullshit butthead side effects. don’t read on if you can’t handle what gross side effects some of these medications can bring to the table. i’ve been on the 100mg of imipramine...
View Articlebetter than i can explain sometimes.
i don’t usually post stuff here that i haven’t written, but i wanted to share this with you all. it’s a bit long, but don’t worry. it never gets boring. what i really like about this is that the guy is...
View Articleme and june 18. 2014
on monday i had back to back psychiatrist appointments. the first appointment was with my regular psychiatrist and i told him that i took myself off of the risperidone. it was doing nothing except...
View Articleme and july 30. 2014
self-harm triggers. back off if necessary. so i met with the law firm on monday regarding my benefits. the lady filed an appeal for me and said it could take anywhere from 3-5 months to hear back....
View Articleme and december 16. 2017
it was pretty for a moment. but coming back to this spot after so many years – and it’s not like opening an old wound as much as possible, stretching skin back and back until it can be folded into...
View Articleme and january 21. 2018 – san francisco part three
i go through the motions – i print my boarding pass. i stand in a longer than expected security line. and this is just another ordinary flight until i began to remove my shoes, my belt, my sweater and...
View Articleme and january 25. 2018 – san francisco part four
monday. july 25. it’s 3:30pm in san francisco. i feel like a time-traveler. it’s 5:30pm in san francisco. i’m able to get the first flight back to houston tomorrow morning. it’s 6:30pm in san...
View Articleme and february 08. 2018 – san francisco part five (the last part)
here. i’ve sent you a photo. of me. on an airplane. proof, that i did not break my promise to you. and this time i could not be selective about where i sit – and now i’m pressed against a window with...
View Articleme and may 02. 2018
tonight: once and my lights go out and i begin to melt – and i realize that i’m running out of words and places to hide and ways to hold a ghost and still bury myself beneath my blankets and how to...
View Articleme and may 28. 2018
this is lonely and the morning dark becomes the evening dark and then the morning dark and because i don’t pray and because i would never pray – maybe when i’m gone you can imagine me as somebody you...
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